We must leave early this morning, and so we eat alone,
the three of us, in the dark breakfast room of the George. The first fifteen
miles or so out of Inveraray are a splendid stretch of Highland road, around the
head of Loch Fyne, up Glen Kinglas, over the pass known as Rest And Be Thankful,
and down Glen Croe. Then it’s along the shore of Loch Lomond and over Erskine
Bridge, and before long we are at the airport. I make sure the lads get checked
in all right, bid them safe journey, and go on my way.
First things
first: I get lost coming out of the airport. The signage here can be frustrating
to an American, especially in the urban sprawl of Glasgow. I’m used to having
directions attached to the route signs, like “I-91 N” or “US 20 W”. Here, you
get “A726 Kilbride” or “A736 Barrhead”. If you don’t know where Kilbride and
Barrhead are, and can’t spot them in a hurry on a map, you’re in trouble. The
GPS helps with direction, but I become so disoriented so quickly that I’m not
sure what direction I want.
Finally, after a tour of Paisley which is far
more thorough than the one we had of Edinburgh, I pick up the A736 and head
south through Barrhead (so that’s where it is). Outside Irvine, on the coast, I
pick up the A78 southbound, and then the A77. I pull into Ayr, thinking I will
find a room for later this evening. It’s not too far from the airport, if you
don’t get lost. But after circling around town for half an hour, I don’t feel
really good about it, and leave. I’ll go back to Glasgow tonight instead, and
get a room in one of the small hotels on Renfrew Street, and have my last pints
and drams at uisgebeatha, over by the university.
I continue south,
through Maybole and Girvan and Ballantrae and Cairnryan. It has been overcast up
to now, and as I enter Stranraer, it becomes misty and foggy. I have a quick
look at the town, and then push south again. Down the A716, along the
fog-wrapped coast, through Drummore, and onto a single-track road. I drive
across a narrow isthmus and up onto a little headland, dangling like an appendix
in the Irish Sea. The road ends at a parking lot. Directly in front of me stands
a white lighthouse in the mist. I have completed my journey from Muckle Flugga
to the Mull of Galloway.
The tip of the Mull is a tiny nature reserve,
but a few acres in size. I enter the little visitors’ center and look at
displays explaining the history and geology of the place. When I step outside
ten minutes later, the sky has miraculously cleared. It is a beautiful, sunny
day, with little cumulus ships sailing by on the azure sea overhead. I walk past
the lighthouse and down a long flight of concrete steps, to the foghorn, now
disused, on the cliff. This is as far south as you can go in Scotland–N 54° 38'
03.7", W 4° 51' 20.7". It’s only about 450 miles from here to Herma Ness on a
straight line, but it seems a world away. And yet, the stark moorland here would
not look at all out of place in some corner of Shetland.
It’s said that
you can see four nations from here on a clear day–England’s Lake District to the
east, Ireland to the west, the Isle of Man to the south, and, of course,
Scotland beneath your feet. But the horizon is hazy once again, and I can see
none of those, save the one I touch. I look hard, as if, by furrowing my brow, I
can make Man emerge from the mist. I think of my father.
On the long
drive back to Glasgow, I consider that this really hasn’t been the best possible
use of my day. I won’t be back until evening, and I’ll have spent most of the
day in the car. But I don’t really care; it was important for me to do this, for
reasons I can’t really explain. For once, the destination was more important
than the journey. I smile as I think back to the day I struggled against the
driving rain at Herma Ness; it was worth it. Tomorrow I will go home and face a
deferred reality, but just now I can think about Shetland and Craigellachie and
Plockton and Islay and Ron and Bobby, and feel in my heart that it was a worthy
voyage.
~Fin~
The lighthouse at the Mull of Galloway, taken from the foghorn platform.